May I Be Damned!

Let this be my official resignation from society at large and small. Let this be my official resignation from trying to change anything for everybody in this world. One only needs to take care of himself/herself and his/her offspring. All for themselves. Everybody for himself. Hurray to selfishness! Three loud cheers to selfishness from me.

This is my official statement that I despair and give up. May I be damned if I go on one step further than which I wish to take. May I be damned if I TRY without a single other person on my side apart from my husband. May I be damned if I think of other people first because I have taken care of myself. Just may I be damned if I try to make any one person see the injustice of the whole visa regulations, how it is global apartheid, how it is birthplace racism. Just may I be damned if I go on trying to make myself heard on the social media, trying to get supporters when I have not managed to get even moral support let alone financial support in all these years. Just may I be damned if I do anything that goes further than doing my own things unless I get some financial support and at least a thousand real supporters, not passive ones. Just may I be damned!

May I be damned to care about this world which doesn't give a shit about anything I say. May I be damned if I care about people who look at what I say as if a donkey is farting. May I be damned if I try to get any one of the many spectators to take a stand with me.

May I be damned!

I'm tired of being the only one to be condemned. Damned if I continue speaking out loud unless there are others speaking along with me!

PRINCIPLES BE DAMNED TOO!